I have no 'desire to forgot to write on this blog from the world, but after exactly one month since my last post I want to make a clarification.
and 'important with regard to an event described in the previous post, namely' the "levy night" which I assumed to have been brought against my will ', during the night, and on which then I had come in doubt.
I came back from the same therapist with whom I had an acupuncture treatment Chinese just the day before the night of the alleged taking, and I submitted a new session.
Once again the talented Xavier gave me the needles on the body and also did some moxa, acting mainly in points on the abdomen, legs and feet, but has also included a needle close to their wrists, a few inches above the wrist.
not 'was the previous session of acupuncture to get hold of the bruise hematoma with mournful,' was really a blood test done without my knowledge.
being very careful and used to work at the hospital, Xavier showed me a folder with notes of meetings which shall, where he writes every patient as x goes to press meridians with needles, with a map of the human body where it marks the points exact acupuncture.
The last time I had put a needle near both wrists, inside of the arm, in a completely different area than the point where I had found the painful bruise. For further
I said casually confirmed that I had found a bruise in his left arm the day after our meeting and I showed him the point, but he reiterated that he has absolutely no function at that point, given that there are meridians and Moreover there is' a vein.
So now I have the absolute certainty that we and 'treated for a blood test done at night while I slept and I was unconscious.
people that I have done have been introduced into the house somehow, as they usually do, given this for them and 'ordinary work, everyday stuff, then they did their work with an expert opinion from experienced nurses ...
no drop of blood, nothing. and 'left little painful bruise just 'cause I have very sensitive skin, especially at that point, and failed to take the cotton wool down to the minute sufficient
who knows' how many more times, and' success and I would not be noticed or not ... times and I 'was no bruising, or when I did the drawing in a very hidden ...
but apart from the atrocities' being a human guinea pig, for me the most 'fearful' to realize that they can go to sleep at any time, for ten minutes, an hour or more.
I remember the movie "The Manchurian Candidate, in which the hero, presidential candidate of the U.S., was a kind of zombie that was put on standby as an automaton. it worked through hypnotic commands and large doses of drugs that he had no idea to assume that the cancellations will 'and made him run commands desired by his captors, the usual equipment hidden accomplices ... with people close to him.
the problem 'that this is not about to see a movie on TV, it's my life, and the Manchurian Candidate I am.
reality 'than fiction, always. but then who am I? What is a candidate? to die for science? there are many others like me?
So in summary:
contractors enter everywhere, homes apartments cars, by various means, and nobody ever noticed them;
sprinkle in a room spray soporific, or add my food or drink a few drops of a powerful sleeping pill;
need to take regular samples of my body fluids, blood and urine, but maybe some other things, such as saliva or hair ... I do not know.
teams that act directly on target, which are then I have then accomplished burglar skills, acrobatic thief, doctor, nurse, quick reflexes, nerves of steel, and total lack of scruples of conscience, as well as' compassion .
For them I'm just a lab rat, not to suppress just because 'I am worth a lot. They definitely
also all the skills necessary to kill in many different ways and make it look like an accident or illness, infarction, or make me disappear into thin air.
well these teams work there is 'definitely a higher decision-making' high behind the strategy and decisions that are made from time to time, a profiler with a degree in psychology or psychiatry, a magician of medicinal chemistry, an expert in hypnosis, hypnotic suggestion, mind control, NLP, etc. ... and who knows' what else ...
Given these findings have emotions more 'diverse.
then mixed emotions that usually make me feel as locked, vacillating from one to another, balancing precariously over the abyss of this daily nightmare.
Sometimes I tell myself that I would rather call it quits, at least not do 'satisfaction to continue with their experiments, other times I say I'm a very lucky person, 'cause I realize I live in the matrix, a place where nothing' s what it seems and where no one is' who they say they really are.
I realize I am a poor slave in a world of slaves who believe they are free, and therefore if we cry that chains me crazy.
I drew this extreme situation to push my being lazy and softened by years of drug habits and sleepy, to realize the necessity 'of spiritual rebellion, of individual and planetary awakening.
and so 'are!
